Saturday, June 28, 2008

Slower than Christmas

My mom used to say "Slower than Christmas" when I was a child. I knew the meaning then because I thought Christmas was the slowest thing in the world. It seemed to be much longer than 1 year in between Christmas mornings. The anticipation, the daydreaming, the buildup of it in your heart and your mind. It couldn't come fast enough! And FAST it was not! So, I understood the meaning of "slower than Christmas"
As an mommy, I see it through my children's perspectives now. Anxiously awaiting the end of a school week, the end of the school year, waiting for their birthday to roll around once again, and especially, yes, Christmas. Waiting for that magical wintry holiday that we celebrate a bit too extravagantly. A day we designate for Jesus' birthday and WE get the gifts. Actually, it's interesting to type this out in prose. It seems that Jesus WAS the gift for us all those years ago, and we celebrate by giving and receiving gifts each year. It's that He was the gift. I have always known this, it just has a bit of a different light on it for some reason right now. Maybe it's the kazakhstan heat.
Aha, Kazakhstan. The reason for my ramblings. Okay, we've been here since June 11th. It's only June 28th. We won't get to go to court until July 3rd or 4th most likely. And then it's another 15 days after that before it's final. And then it's another 15 days after that before we are able to go to Almaty and finish our paperwork!!! And THAT my friends, is "slower than Christmas". I now know this phrase all too well. I am ready to take our daughter home. I already love her, and I'm ready to teach her things, to read to her, to explore this world with her, to instill good values and morals, to teach her of my beliefs and His truth. I am ready, but the day that I get to take her home is slower than Christmas.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well court should be this week for you then. So happy for you, Teresa. You are one day closer to bringing your daughter home. Excited for you as court day draws near.

Beckie

Kristin said...

Ahh your blog answered my earlier e-mail question. So still a long time.... :( Sorry so slow. But you know how there is always that awful "it's over" feeling after christmas? Well at least you won't have that feeling after this adoption! It will be anything but that. :) :) :) I miss you!

Teresa said...

piGood point, Kristin! I for sure won't feel that way, I'll be way too busy anyhow! :-) I still pray that we can make it back in time even for a day that you can meet your new sister before you head to TX. I was thinking this morning how she can learn Spanish from you and Daniel in 2 years!!! Here, they learn Kazakh, Russian, and English!! She can learn English, Spanish and ASL!!! :-) Go team Pike! lol
I miss you too, Kristin!